self-arising yidam

05 Aug 2024 - 11 Jan 2025
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    • StRev commented that various SubGenius practices are like this.
    • Also reminded of Minsky's imprimer technique of solving a problem by imagining what someone smarter than you would do. Not quite the same thing, but has that imaginal-bootstrapping quality.
    • Went to this: An Evening of Vajrayana Conversation with David Chapman and Charlie Awbery Tickets, Sat, Jan 11, 2025 at 6:00 PM | Eventbrite
      • Yidams are deities, you imagine them or imagine being them (there was a term for that but I think of it as third-person or first-person).
      • Yidams are supposed to be enlightened so entering into their being is a way of working on your own enlightenment.
      • They aren't archetypes, because they are supposed to not be projections of the (normal) psyche but extra, better states of being.
      • Yidam practice involves various stances (mudras), images, all of which are supposed to help get into the right mindset.
      • I tried to sidle my way into it but failed. Not sure why. I can't say what I really want? Is there backpressure, just from my intense desire to belong? Sigh, I can't figure it out. Oh well Chapman was perfectly pleasant but couldn't help making me feel excluded – not that I need help. Sigh. I cou;ldn't just have asked, should I dial in tomorrow? No, I needed them to ask me. Or at least give a signal that it would be welcome.
    • POP Neuroses, man.
      • Big dissatisfaction, not sure what I was expecting, but now I'm back in normality
      • OTOH – it was a good experience, if it didn't amount to anything and Im sad/mad about that it is graspong.